well last weekend was pretty cool.  we just basically went to some bars and hung out.  friday and saturday we ended up at danas.  it was pretty fun.  but sunday i got a call from jack.  he's in town til friday and wants me to go back with him because after conditioning starts he'll be busy.  and part of me wants to go, even though i know it's a bad idea.  i mean i feel like we can be friends now, even after everything.  all i know is that if i do go to see him, we're not getting back together.  i've wasted too much time on him as it is.