i've been so bad lately... and i know it's bad because now even my friends are calling me out on my spending.  last year i paid off all my credit cards.  but within one month i've just about reached the amount of one of my old cards.  since then my credit line has increased, so because of that i can justify spending more.  i mean i'm doing things that a person who did not have ajob until this week just wouldn't do.  like spending one hundren dollars per day and most of the time over that.  like yesterday, tara and me made a trip to urbanoutfitters.  i wasn't going to get a single thing... but then i saw this one dress all by itself, i'm talking last one.  Soooo i tried it on, and decided i had to have it.  then i needed a pair of cute shoes to go with that.  then as i was trying on shoes i found shirts for five dollars... the shirts were now a must have.  then today i went into victoria's secret and put down 150 dollars.  but still the purchases were well worth it.  and i wouldn't have bought 2 new bras had i not learned that i was wearing the wrong size.. skip this part if you don't want to hear me ramblingabout bra stuff.  so i walked in and they were like would you like to be fitted? well why not... so this lady takes me back and says i'm a 36C, i almost cried!  i mean i wear a 34 now and it's big, but i didn't really think that all along i could have been a 36.. so i just kinda laughed, and i was like C?? really?  so she brought someone else over, and they measured me at a 33, which is a 34 and then she said 34C.. i was like what the hell, so someone else came over and did it again, same answer.  so i went in tried on the bra's and bought two of them, and like 7 pairs of underwear... that was my good news for the day.  bad news though, so i'm in nku's nursing program, but they're no openings at this point for clinicals, so i have to wait til someone drops it, or i just hop in next year... i'm not ready to leave xavier though i think... maybe i am though... i'm just really confused now... oh well
in other news, i've been doing this mystic tan thing, and i love it!  it's expensive, but i figure so is skin cancer.  it like sprays your whole body, i've been twice, but the first time was kinda messed up because i had a manicure and a pedicure like an hour after and you're not supposed to get it wet.  but it all evened out this time.  the only thing is, it's a little bit scarey!  well not really, but it's kinda loud, and then you're standing there naked, and this cold mist shoots out at your body for 14 seconds, then you turn around and do it for another 14 seconds.  but, i am a little tan and that's big for me because i've never been tan in my entire life!  i usually just burn, peel, and freckle. so i'm happy...
last weekend was interesting though.  last friday kristin and me met up with eric, brian, kevin, and some of their friends in mount adams.  it was pretty cool, i didn't end up spending a single penny on drinks and to get into the pavillion.  so they're good guys.  thing is though eric likes me, and he's such a nice guy, but we really don't have a single thing in common.  like i was talking about how awesome the blink 182 concert was and how my legs and ass hurt from all the jumping.  and he said i didn't look like i would be into that sort of music, and that he could picture me as an "Nsync or backstreet boys kinda girl."  what the hell! i mean besides the fact that they have no talent, i love bands.  i mean i was introduced to the guys from denial as "the girl that wants to f*** a band."
true story, kristin's cousin, who owns the blue note, used those exact words, he was drunk and i guess when he's drunk he uses the word fuck a lot... who knows.  but anyways the situation is just getting more complicated because i feel like when we go out we're hanging out like as friends.  but i don't know what he's thinking about that.  because when we met them at bar louie eric didn't talk to me, and i was talking to brian.  at the end of the night brian asked for my number, and he seemed nice so why not.  the next day we called them to see if they wanted to meet up with us at the crows nest.  well sarah, kristin, and me went to mt adams first... and we went to crowleys and i just got wasted like on 4 beers, maybe there was more... i forget.  then we went to the alive one to meet up with this guy nick who sarah has been talking to.  finally we went to the crows nest, as soon as i sat down i had a bad feeling about the night.  like brian really wasn't saying anything to me.  and eric all the sudden noticed me that night, and since i was drunk i was just looking for someone to like listen to me ramble drunken shit.  so that's how that happened. 
then on saturday we all headed down to southgate house to see a band play.  eric and his roomate keith know some of the guys in the band.  it was pretty cool, but i had to get away.  so as we're leaving nick calls sarah and tells her to meet up at the hofbrahaus. on a side note though, my friend from grade school, amanda bryant went with us... she's awesome, i hope she'll come out again!  so we get there, and i'm using the restroom, and i see brooke, i went to high school with her, and she wanted to do a shot with tara... but i'm rambling.  we closed the place, and as they were asking us to leave, i then realized i had half of my beer left.  and left me just say that one glass there is probably like 7 beers.  you have to hold the glass with two hands. so i went at it, and even impressed some guys who were working there.  nick said we should go to his house after that, and i was cool with it at that point.  and as we're driving there (and i only know this because all my friends told me i had said this) i look over at some guys in a car, and i'm like "hello! hotties, car right next to us!"  then someone told me that's the guy whos house we were going to.  i said somethin after that that tara found amusing... but i forget.  once we get there i start drinking wine, but still somehow it got to the point that i was talking about how i can dance... and from there i have no idea about some stuff... all i do know is that for all of you people watching, i was not dancing, the only way i would have danced that night is if there was a pole on the third floor.  i was just sooo drunk that i couldn't even stand up! lol  but still... it really was a great night, and leaving the southgate house was a GREAT decision...
this weekend is going to be the shit though.  tonight we went to bar louie, and called it an early night, we needed to rest up for friday.. tara's 21st birthday...  it's going to be so crazy.. we're going to get her sooo drunk, and i'm planning on not remembering a lot from this whole weekend.  i think we're going to go to mt adams because she'll be able to go to lots of bars.  sunday sarah invited me to go to the taste of cincinnati with her.  so we're doin that too, which means drinking.  i think after this weekend i'm going to take a beer free diet, haha... maybe not.  but yeah.. my friends are the bestest :)